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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

i still cant love you

hurm.nice title rite?
ak pon ta paham kenape ak still tak leyh terime ko.susah.tgok muke ko pon jadi migrain kepale ak..coding!!nape susah sgt nak fall in luv with u hah?ko ingat ko tu hot sgt??grrr!
arini first lecture programming.the days before,juz handling with numbers.so today for sure such a 'happiesst' day for me..
ak bukn tank jupe ko,tpi ur too complicated to understand!
mule2 dulu memg ak tertarik kat ko.tapi bile da lame2,bukn semakin sayang,semakin tak suke ade larh!
agknye org yg migrain mcm ak ni memg tak seswai la kot nak amek subjek programming yg memerlukan kritikal thinking.kadg2 pelik ak tgok org yg terlibat ngan programming ni.saggup berdepan berpuluh2 jam,beribu maybe,semata2 nak solvekn coding.nak carik error.nak detect.nak tu.nak ni..contoh?depn mate suda.tgok abg ak handling ngan coding pon ak rase cerah ke mase depan ak nati kalu jadik mcm tu?tiap2 hari balik lambat,duk ngadap komputer berejam2.pastu kalu coding tak jadik,tak ke useless n wasting time namenye tuh??haih..memang!dulu ko menjadi impian ak..
tapi ak rase....macmmm...kite semakin hari semakin tak serasi..ko sush sgt nak bagik komitmen tuh ak..ak pening nak pikirkn ko,tapi penah ke ko consider kat ak ha???
ak da rase macm mase depan ak to reach the goal semakin........haih.....:'( am i in da wrong path??
ak rase cm tak seswai jeg ak kat cini..but,what to do??past is past..ak da cube memahami ko,tapi ko jual mahal ngan ak.fine!i would like to confesss" I STILL CAN'T LOVE you!!!"

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